The Act of Creation – Kill of the Night, 2nd post

Continuing on!  If you’ve just jumped in, scroll to the bottom for previous posts!

Shhhh……welcome to the innermost depths of my creative mind where I spill all…a road none have traveled before….

OK, I’m back in thinking and feeling mode again on this dance.  My first practice is in two weeks so I need to “move it, move it”

The creativity process is this whole up and down thing, and nothing illustrates it better than this:

creative process

The whole key is not to get overwhelmed, not to get lost in the minutia, and focus on the big parts.  I get discouraged sometimes, especially when the ideas dry up, when things aren’t coming together.  That’s when I stop and step back for a day or two.  Sometimes this is also a sign I’m going in the wrong direction.  If I’m not enjoying creating the dance – I’ll feel this all the way through and every time I perform it.  Don’t let that happen to you!  I’d rather scrap my original idea (like I did for this one) or even change to another song if I need to.  Sometimes you just need to step back for a breather, spend time letting inspiration hit you then coming back.

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I had one dance I loved but things just weren’t clicking with the choreography.  My answer?  I changed my scenery and went to another sim!

Yep.  A naturalist sim – Lupe’s.  I tossed hovertext over my head saying I was lost in dance and to feel free and enjoy, tossed on my choreo huds, played my music that only I could hear, and I broke through my creativity wall with my music and choreography.  If you’ve seen this performance – Echoes in Rain by Enya, now you know the beauty of the sim was an inspiration.

Sometimes I choreograph in my dance studio, sometimes on a rough build of the set, sometimes on another sim like this one.  I trust my feelings a lot when it comes to dance, and that internal pull.

So, back to forming my vision.  This will guide the rest of my choices – set, movement, effects, choreo, so I need to have a basic starting vision that will evolve over time.  I mentioned attitude, 2 other dancers, dancing forward stage a lot and really trying to draw in the audience so they felt I was connecting directly with each of them.

Back to listening to the music again…. (remember when I said pick a song you love because you’ll listen to it 800 times?)

I try not to get lost in fancy effects in the beginning stages, because then they can become my focus more than the dance itself.  Sets are actually one of the most difficult things for me.  Costumes are the second most difficult thing – always a challenge.  I’ve actually started to read articles about design and composition, using colors.  Whether RL or SL, similar concepts apply!  Bonus?   I may get better at home interiour for my own RL home!

So, my rough concept.  When I dance for this venue, I’m always inspired to really push my limits and do things I’ve never done before.  I’m also driven to create an amazing and cohesive performance – from the movement, to choreo, costumes, effects, and set.  I don’t want to have a great set and weak choreo, I want costumes that will pop.

So, as I let ideas flow and begin seeing visions in my head (dance visions, not psychedelic ones)!  What I see as a rough start:

The dance starts in a big dark sewer under the street.  Lighting will be important, probably vegetation or stuff hanging down, sewer grates that shine down light.  The 2 female dancers come out and join me from side tunnels.  I want to add an effect so it feels like we’re really moving through the sewer.  There will be dirt and water flowing through the bottom of the sewer and probably a few skittering rats.  During a transition in the music, we will climb up a ladder into a dark alley and dance.  Because this is the Riddler and his skill is magic, I really want to try flipping the set like it’s made of cubes – they all start a staggered flip and it transforms into Riddler’s lair.  Once in Riddler’s lair all bets are off – choreo takes on an edge, add some special things.  Riddler is in “her space” and is really going to show who she is.  Riddler wants to take over the world – is extremely intelligent and wants it all.

I like this idea.  I know I’ll change it as I create, and probably even simplify it.  Now I have a vision.

Next step is animations.  As a woman, I find that animations can appear very differently depending on the costume I wear – whether a long flowing dress, barely there leather straps, or in this one as the Riddler.  I like to have either the costume I will wear or something that’s similar before I start choosing animations.  It might not be “the” dress, but one that flows similarly to what I’d like when I finish the costume works well.  I generally start the base of my costume at this point, then refine it and finish it later.

For this dance, I’d already finished the costume.  Here it is:

Actually, that’s not the final version.  I added question marks to the hat too, so that it tied in and really felt like the Riddler.  It’s not a great picture, but you get the idea.

Now I have my music, a vision, a costume/something similar, next step is to start choosing animations for my dance.

Onward and upward!  Until the next installment…dance to the music in your head and enjoy the ride!

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See Me, Feel Me: Off the Chain! Choreo, Attitude, and Formations

See Me, Feel Me.  A dance performance, generally RL, that touched me in some way, but I won’t go into detail how.  That’s for you to feel, to see, to listen for yourself.  I watch dance performances in SL, and in RL through videos.  I sink deep into them, how do I feel, how do I react to it, can I feel the movement, does it inspire me, or do I dislike it.  In turn, I believe it expands my own mind and creativity.

So many things I love in this dance.  Would have to scale it back – that’s a lot of dancers, but watch the use of formations, the contrast in movements, expressiveness, attitude, and love the change of dancing groups as the ones in back come forward.  Amazing choreography.  Very powerful!  Lots of concepts you can apply to any style of dance!

PS – did you see the lady gaga animation?  yep, we’ve got that!

What do you see?

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The Act of Creation – Kill of the Night, Introductory Post

Sometimes I find it difficult to really explain how to put the pieces all together.  Hopefully you’ve read some of my other postings on tools, foundation, etc., but how to bring everything together to create a performance start to finish is much more difficult for me to sit down and write.  So, on the day following my Intro to Dance and Choreography workshop, I suddenly thought – “why not blog my newest creation, every step of the way”.  No sugar coating, my plan is to include everything, warts and all.  Note:  this is the way I work, others create very differently.  I believe there is always something to be gained by observing, asking, and evaluating for yourself.


So, for this performance, I will be creating a dance to the song Gin Wigmore’s Kill of the Night.  I am creating this for a themed show and chose the character of the Riddler.  For this show, I also have a special skill and chose “magic”.  I thought that fit with Riddler’s love of riddles and puzzles, and hope to do something special during the dance.

Now, I had created a dance for this song for this show, but I scrapped it.  I was completely unhappy with the direction I went in and I had limited myself too much.  Back to the drawing board and a clean slate.  The only thing that has survived is the costume and that I want to use 2 female dancers.

 

So I know my song, I know my character.  My next step was purchasing the music, which I do through Amazon and download it.  Unless I need a version I can’t buy, I like to buy the original music now for the best quality.  Honestly the music is probably the least expensive part of this whole process.

I’m on the first step of the process – listening to the music over and over again, and creating my vision.  The music has nice changes and love the snaps.  This one is a bit of a challenge for me.  I selected this song from a list of songs that fit the show theme, but it’s not one that I would’ve picked for myself.  I do like it – and when I really dig in I think I could have a lot of fun with it.  I try to create dances that are “keepers” – that I will perform later at other venues.  To me, there’s too much effort in creating a dance to only ever use it once or twice and retire permanently.

For this music, the audience can relate, there’s a story behind it, great transitions and changes in the music, and I think I can handle listening to it 500+ times…which is a definite when creating a dance.  <puts a checkmark on good music choice>

Because I edit music, I also listen to it to see if I need to add or change anything, sometimes a sound effect, sometimes I extend a section, or add something at the end.  I love sound effects from youtube and use Audacity to do it.  This isn’t required of course, and many choreographers don’t, but something you may want to try someday.  Sometimes it’s when I really get creating that I decide to add something – like a pause when I open a magic door, the sound of knives sticking in the floor, an evil laugh….

Ok, that being said, back to the music.  This will be one where I may print out the lyrics and make notes, or I’ve been  using Troff – Training with music.  This is available for Chrome and let’s you add markers on the time line and easily play sections between markers.   Paper and pencil works great, but for me, using Troff I feel has taken my creativity to the next level.  Seb Bourne introduced me to it and wrote an amazing blog post:  https://harleyquinadventure.com/2017/10/17/troff-chrome-app/

If you’re just starting out, keep it simple.  Don’t overwhelm yourself with tools.  I’ve been dancing for years and only learned Troff a few months ago.

OK…I’m listening now…and closing my eyes.  It’s a good thing I’m a good typer!  I’m letting the music wash over me, the nuances of the singing, the drum beats, the instruments, and the changes.  What do I feel…see in my head…is the story starting to evolve?

This is where this song is a challenge, the pictures aren’t coming to me clearly.  I do know I want to be very fierce, I am the Riddler after all.  What will be my setting?

For the venue I’ll be performing at, I’ll be pushing myself to do new things, and at this phase I’m brainstorming.  I write down all my ideas, and generally as I create I toss out half, use some, and change the rest.

Music edits – I think I’d like to add just a little bit to the front end so that I have a couple seconds of pause for a pose, then move into a snapping animation (need to find one of those).  During the snapping, I see myself moving forward, dancing solo.  I think my 2 dancers will come along on the side and keep up with the snapping.  I don’t think I’ll be snapping myself.  Dramatic expressive animations, hit “boom boom boom of my heart” with an animation.  I’d like to add a dramatic sound effect at the end, to hit a strong pose.  Right now the music kind of fades off.

Before I dig too deep into specifics, I still need a rough concept of the set/dancing area, and the general story of the dance/how I interact with the other dancers.  I’d like to “interact” with the audience.  In this song, I’d like the audience to feel I’m singing directly to them, an “in your face” kind of thing.  This means I’ll be doing most of my dancing forward stage – closer to the audience.  I’d like my two dancers to use more of the dance floor than I do, and possibly disappear and reappear for some reason…

Hmm…

Welcome inside my crazy head…it’s a scary place in there….

Please watch for installment 2…

Yours in dance,
~ Eva

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Harleyquin Workshops – May 1st through May 6th!

There will be several Harleyquin workshops this week – all are welcome, and no registration is required!  Whether brand new to dance, dipping in your toes, or pushing the limits of your dance tools – there is a workshop for you!  If you have any questions, please contact EvaHarley Resident in-world.  Hope to see you there!

Please arrive early!  To make the most of our time I will be closing the sim *five* minutes after the scheduled workshop start time.

Tues May 1st – 5 pm slt
The Smooth Dancer HUD – Focus on Foundation & Putting it to Work
Smooth Dancer is an amazing animation tool for creating choreography, freestyling, and even performing!  First in the series, in this workshop we focus on preparing your HUD, loading animations, and becoming comfortable with it!  Be ready to invite others, and what to do when they aren’t moving!  A hands on workshop, make sure to wear your dancing shoes!
** Requires the Smooth Dancer HUD, no experience necessary.

Wed May 2nd – 4 pm slt
An Introduction to Dance & Choreography in SL
Have the passion and desire to create your own dance, want to unveil the magic of how a choreographer creates, but not sure where to begin?  Together we cover those first steps, considerations, and building a strong foundation.

Sat May 5th – 12 pm slt
Spot On Synchronization – Using the Tools for Multiple Routines & Starting Your Dancers Backstage
** Requires the Spot on Performance Director, Stage Manager, Choreo Designer and experience in creating a full PD routine.

Sun May 6th – 12 pm slt
Performance Director – Buttons, Emotes, and Triggers
We’re all ears as we explore how the Performance Director can activate other objects for your performance!  Particles, sets, curtains, costume changes, scripts and more! We’ll explore shout, region say, emotes, private messages, and the hot key button features in depth during this workshop.  New ways you can use them to enhance and streamline your performance!
** Requires basic experience using the Performance Director

Landmark:  http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Whistlyn/65/16/2601

Harleyquin Workshops

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See Me, Feel Me: Light and looking deeper…

See Me, Feel Me.  A dance performance, generally RL, that touched me in some way, but I won’t go into detail how.  That’s for you to feel, to see, to listen for yourself.  I watch dance performances in SL, and in RL through videos.  I sink deep into them, how do I feel, how do I react to it, can I feel the movement, does it inspire me, or do I dislike it.  In turn, I believe it expands my own mind and creativity.

What do you see?

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Embracing your strengths and weaknesses

I’m in a very reflective mood today, ready to step away from the past and into the realm of new experiences and new opportunities.  As they say, sometimes you need to close some doors so that new ones will open.

We’ve all done this over our lifetime, new jobs…new friends…new relationships.  For me it’s often difficult to let go of the known, moving into uncharted waters on my own.   I attest to that old adage –

frog pot

throw a frog into a pot of boiling water,
and it will jump out immediately

put a frog in a pot of water,
raise the temperature slowly,
and it will boil to death…

 

 

We as humans are pretty adaptable to our circumstances, adjusting – even if it involves some grumbling.  Sometimes this is a good thing.  Patience is a virtue, one I don’t always have.  Sometimes I have to trust that a shift is coming, or that this too shall pass.

Sometimes it’s a sign of growth, of new adventure and opportunities.  Sometimes we need to dive in headfirst and trust there is a destination on the other side.

It is a truth, though a difficult one to accept, that women are generally not as good at tooting our own horns, minimizing our strengths, taking too much stock in the naysayers.  There’s always that inner voice of self doubt.  I imagine in the dance world of SL, it can be very difficult for men who make up such a very small percentage of choreographers, and have heard many times – “there’s only 10 dance animations for men!”.  Challenging perception as they create from their own vision.

It can be very scary to believe in ourselves, trust in ourselves, to share with others our creations – especially as we are learning.  I remember well when I was a new dancer, had not yet created anything of my own, and had my breath completely taken away performing on stage those first times.  To be part of it, to feel that magic of being on stage.  I will never be on Broadway, but I truly believe that we can experience those same amazing feelings on the stage here in this world, sharing the moment with others all across the globe.  That is magic to me.

There is a balance, in “tooting my own horn” and in being who I am, admitting weakness.  In the business world, admitting weakness is a very bad thing, especially in the corporate environment I work in (being a female in IT is not easy) – especially in a company where so much is decided based on perception.

Here in this world, I can explore my strengths and weaknesses, free to grow, to build, to shed fears and doubts.  That’s one aspect of dance for me – embracing the facets of myself I may not be able to so easily reveal in the real world.  As I build from within, this reflects on all worlds, not just SL.  This world is my safe space, my sandbox.  Me – I exist in all worlds, no matter where I am.

Explore your facets, your strengths and weaknesses.  This world can be a place to shine, and to share this journey with others.  To add value to your world, and to others along the way.

May you shine brightly, in all worlds.

~ Eva

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Wellness, Balance, and Vulnerability

I have a health issue I deal with.  Sometimes it is harder to function with it than others.  Sometimes I can channel the struggle into creating or repetitive tasks.  Sometimes it spills over like a dam holding back too much water after floods have hit.  Sometimes I’m the only one that sees the flood, feels it, but it’s still there.  I am by far not the only one.  We all have our own internal and physical struggles we must overcome, day after day.  Not losing ourselves within it, or letting it define our lives…define us.

I hate to postpone the class I had scheduled for today, but mentally and physically I can’t give everything I should.  People deserve better use of their time, so I will reschedule when I can give it everything.

Reflecting on this, it reminds me of dance and choreography.  Pouring my emotions into my creativity.  It is true…I pour my heart, my passion, and yes…even my vulnerability into my dances.  Aren’t we all vulnerable at some point?  Feel uncertainty, doubt, confusion.  Sometimes the greatest works of art are when we channel our emotions into what we create – love, anger, hope, fear, strength…and yes, vulnerability.  Sometimes listening, creating, feeling is what we need to process what we are facing in the moment.  Sometimes this is what helps us bring back our balance.

Breathe life into everything you do.  Just breathe.

~ Eva

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Cancelled for Today – Intro to Dance & Choreography Workshop

Due to health reasons, the workshop “Intro to Dance and Choreography” is cancelled for today.  It will be rescheduled.

I apologize for the inconvenience.

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Apr 29th Workshop – Performance Director 3, Making it Sing

A repeat class has been added for those who can’t make the class on April 21st. Harleyquin Workshops

Sunday, Apr 29th – 9 am slt
Harleyquin 
Workshop – Performance Director 3

Instructor:  Eva Harley

Workshop length:  1.5 hours

SLURL: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Whistlyn/65/16/2601

You’ve used your Performance Director on stage, know what groups are, and feel comfortable creating routines.  You want to do MORE with it, but what can you do?  That’s what we’re exploring during this workshop!

We’re taking it to the next level, more complicated routines, incorporating special effects, triggers, private IMs, multiple routines, layering, autoloading, debugging, and more!  A mix of demonstration and open forum sharing.

Workshop will be presented in VOICE.  Please have voice enabled before arriving.

REQUIREMENTS:   Please bring a fully loaded and prepared Performance Director with a routine you can “play” with.  You will also need a “clean” Spot On mover to stand on.  Mover notecards will be provided.

Be prepared to really work, play, and learn!  This will be a very in-depth workshop.

* No registration required, but PLEASE ARRIVE EARLY to prepare.  The sim will be closed 5 minutes before the workshop start time and re-open after the workshop ends.

There are no costs to attend Harleyquin Workshops.  Contributions always appreciated.

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My Gut Check Moment…Ego and Negativity

Ego.

One of my biggest fears here in this world of SL.  I fear that I will develop an ego, think that I’m better than others, be judgmental and negative.  That instead of lifting others up, I will tear them down – directly or indirectly.

I don’t want that.  Ever.

We all twitter a bit at times, sometimes rant to a trusted friend because we need to.  When does it become hostile?  Negative?  Excessive?  Over the top and toxic?  When do we realize our conversations with others, and even conversations within ourselves, have become little more than personal criticism of others?

I watch…all the time.  I evaluate and learn from this.   It’s part of my “systems analysis” psyche.  How things are done, what clicks with me, what I could do better, inspiration to expand and improve what I create.  These in my mind are positive things.  The difference…I evaluate what I see – art, creation, performance, music…in whatever I’m doing, not the people.  I critique myself most of all, and most times I’m an extremely harsh critique of myself.  (Sometimes too much, and this has its own consequences which is a whooole other topic.)  I apply this information to what I do, create, what I want to learn how to do better.  I grow.  In my mind, evaluating an experience is very different than critiquing a person.

There will always be people we have difficulty working with, no matter what world it is.  We will always have people who frustrate us (heck, I might be one of them), but we have a choice in how we react to the situation.

Someone I call a friend, whom I dearly hope I haven’t offended in some way, posted this:

“The dance community used to be a wonderful, supportive place, full of creative and loving people.  Lately however, I know it is me, I have changed somehow I guess; but the bickering, the finger pointing, the egos, unfriendliness in the community has just depressed me so I am stepping back.”

Am I on a soapbox, preaching about negativity and ego?  NO.  Hell to the no.

According to the Urban Dictionary, the definition of “gut check”:
Gut check was originally a tennis term to describe a player pausing a moment to think about what just happened by closely examining and possibly adjusting his racquet strings. Back in the day strings were made of cat gut, commonly refered to as gut. This usually occurred after a great shot by an opponent.

I am having a gut check moment.  Looking within, at recent interactions, making things right – or as right as I can in two circumstances I know of.  Pulling myself back from the edge of this slippery slope because:

I don’t want to lead a negative and toxic life.  I don’t want others to feel those energies from me, and people can feel them when they are there.  I want to lift others up when I interact with them, not make them feel less either directly from me or second-hand by the telling of others.

I can address the situations head on, or I can remove myself from those situations.  I can choose my mindset.  I cannot control what others do, but I can control how I respond.  I can review my emotions, and not reply from a negative place because internally I’m hurting.

I do not want to have an ego.
I do not want to feel I need to “compete” or “be better than others”.
I do not feel I’m better than others.
I want to love what I do and have positive interactions, walking away or changing the situation when they aren’t.

I have my moments, just like we all do.  I do sometimes get “too big for my britches” until something slaps me down and reminds me of humility.  Right now?  This is my gut check moment.

There are truly amazing people in the world of dance and wonderful experiences to be had, who bring light into this world we share.

I strive to stand in the light.
~ Eva

powerful thoughts

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